This is an unfinished story and for the life of me, I have no idea how to end it.
I guess it ends on sort of a cliff-hanger. *shrug*
Shadow
People
By
Floyd Looney
I
was just sitting at the computer in the den typing away at the short
story when I began feeling uncomfortable. There was tightness in my
stomach and I guess I was starting to freak myself out just a bit.
The story was not that scary, I told myself, the images in my head
were. I was also angry at myself, why could I not put them down in
words?
I
fancied myself a writer but actually getting the ideas and thoughts
down on paper had always been a tough thing for me. It took a lot of
effort to just describe the simplest things. The story was crap even
though the idea was good enough to actually scare me. I laughed a
little at the thought that I had scared myself.
What?
I glanced sideways. I was doing that a lot lately. I was always
getting the impression that something was watching me. Watching me
because I was here maybe? I shake my head and laugh at myself again
for my ludicrous thoughts. This was a very large and old house but it
was hardly haunted.
Maybe
I should write in the day time?
I
finished off the glass of water; its ice had melted long ago. I
really should get to sleep unless I want to fall over at work
tomorrow from exhaustion. The bedroom was next door to this smaller
one that might have been a child’s room once upon a time.
The
first time I saw this large two-story home I thought it was the
perfect place to do some writing. It was full of charm and history
and probably a tale or two. It was far removed from the city and it
gave me the feeling of being in a different period of time.
I
turned on the air conditioner in the bedroom daring me to question
the cost of the electricity when I needed to get to sleep as soon as
possible. I wondered if the large tiger blanket was childish as I
turned off the lamp. Suddenly I had to turn it back on and look
around swearing I saw something move near the door to the hall.
This
is getting ridiculous. I hadn’t even written the story and I was
giving myself hallucinations or something. I blamed it all on my
overactive imagination and lay down with the lamp on. Within a couple
minutes I had pulled the quilt over my head and had my eyes shut,
listening for any sound.
I
am way too big to be scared of shadows and imagination I told myself
and here I am lying under the cover like there was a monster under
the bed. I needed to get a radio, a clock radio with a very bright
green time display. I was really angry at myself for scaring me, or
something.
I
truly despised my job. I worked at the back of a supermarket in the
dairy and freezer and bread section of the store. I also swept and
mopped the floor several times a day and sometimes helped sack the
food and collect the grocery carts from outside. A horrible existence
and most of my co-workers had issues of some form or another.
Before
I rode my bike back to the old house I skimmed some of the new books
and magazines that had been delivered. Stephen King, Tom Clancy and
Anne McCaffrey among the books and then there was Popular
Science,
Popular
Mechanics
and Strange
Tales
among the magazines.
The
air seemed very still on the way home and I did not see or hear
another living thing or even a vehicle. It seemed like a diffused
sort of light in hindsight as if the sun had become a low-wattage
bulb. It sort of looked the way it would if there was a fog over you
but not down to the ground.
I
continued pedaling after leaving the asphalt for the gravel and
stopped to look at the house before riding up to it. The trees in
between the road and the house were swaying slightly but I hardly
felt any breeze at all. I thought I was going deaf but when I moved
my foot I heard the white stones clicking and clacking against one
another.
Every
time I come home to this house I get the distinct impression that I
am not alone here and this time I told myself to get a dog. I told
myself I can afford to feed a dog, just buy a huge bag of feed and it
might last two months.
I
turn on the computer and soon Yahoo!
had automatically loaded. Its front page had a story about some old
singer who looked vaguely familiar. I check my mail, eight junk mails
and six unsolicited mails from websites telling me they had been
updated. One from Odd/Things
online magazine told me that my submission had been rejected.
As
I sat down in front of the computer I distinctly saw a shadow moving
by the door again but as I turned my head it was gone. Where had it
come from and why had it vanished? The shadows of a tree do not
vanish the second you look at it.
Had
a squirrel run across the window? No, it wasn’t a squirrel I could
have sworn it was…
That
is just crazy I told myself; just absolutely crazy. Was I about to
think that I had just seen the shadow of a little man run across the
wall?
I
get up and walk across the small room to the mini-fridge and I take
out a can of soda and a bottle of water. I planned to sit there for
hours and just write. Put my fingers on the keyboard until something
came out in the English language.
I
put my fingers on the keyboard and close my eyes as I tilt my face
toward the sky or at least toward the ceiling. No stories at all were
coming to me and I was beginning to get disgusted.
Writing
was a lot harder than people thought. I guess it’s easy for some
people and I wish I was one of them. All of my crazy ideas and
thoughts and I was never able to put them down quite the way I wanted
to. I just had to try harder or just let the story flow or something.
I
go out into the backyard with the glass of water, the grass tickling
my ankles inviting me to mow them. I wouldn’t mow them because I am
far too lazy and I want to spend my weekends reading and writing. The
yard was unkempt to say the least, old trees leaning over as if they
would fall over one day for sheer boredom.
I
guess I need to get out more. I think I’m seeing shadows that move
on their own and trees that get bored. Come to think of it I don’t
get out at all. It’s not like I actually know anyone in town.
I
did not drink because my father had been an alcoholic and I was not
going to voluntarily go into the bowling alley because it might just
as well have been a saloon. There wasn’t anything in this town
worth doing anyway; the best antique bookstore was all the way in
Archer County.
The
backyard was going to stay unkempt because I never really came out
here and I just did not care to spend time on it.
I
get a bottle of water from the downstairs kitchen and go to the
living room and just collapse on the couch. Who had I been kidding
besides myself that I could actually write something that someone
would want to read?
I
hold out the remote control to turn on the television set and pause
to look at the door to the hallway. I felt as if I was being watched
and someone else was in the room with me but there was no one. I
looked all the way around but saw nothing moving but that there were
shadows in nearly every corner.
I
turned the television on and a local newscast was on. I barely heard
anything as I spent the entire half-hour looking around at the
shadows. An hour after the news went off and I had turned it to a
science fiction program I felt better. The idea that I was being
haunted by shadows had left my mind.
I
spent another two hours on the internet mostly reading posts and
articles on science fiction and several writing forums. There was
nothing really there to help me out and I saw nothing that would
inspire or motivate me to start writing again. I closed my eyes and
breathed deeply and I wondered if there was anything that could help.
I
opened my eyes and quickly looked into the room across the hall.
There was a shadow on the wall and it had been moving. It was now
frozen in place. I knew there was not a light source behind me or
anything that could cause a shadow. I moved my head a bit but the
shadow did not move. It was definitely not being cast by me.
There
was nothing else that could have cast it.
I
feel a heavy weight in the pit of my stomach but I manage to walk
into the hallway and the little shadow was still there. It was now
becoming dark outside, I could hear a chorus of crickets strumming
their hind legs.
The
shadow was barely more than a foot tall and it hadn’t moved since
he noticed it. So it obviously noticed him. I chided myself for
thinking that a shadow could think or notice anything, it was crazy.
Yet I knew what I had seen and I knew it did not make any logical
sense.
I
stood in the doorway less than eight feet from the shadow and hardly
allowed myself to blink. What am I supposed to do now, I wondered.
Briefly I considered whether a person could catch a shadow in a jar.
I nearly laughed out loud at my own stupid thoughts.
I
took my time dropping to my knees and then crawling forward to get
closer. It moved a little and now looked more like the shadow of a
tiny person than an indistinct blob. I scooted only a little bit at a
time, hopefully I wouldn’t scare it away. Whatever this thing was
that had been living on my walls.
“I’m
not going to hurt you. Don’t hurt me either” I said in almost a
whisper. Not exactly the kind of exalted words for the history books.
I wonder if Captain Kirk or Spock would have started off a first
contact with such babble. “We are not enemies okay?” I said with
a bit of a smile.
I
still wasn’t exactly sure what the thing was but I knew it could
not have been anything that had been seen before. I think I would
have heard about the discovery of shadow people in school or on
National
Geographic
television somewhere along the line. I would definitely remember it.
I
sat there for a few more minutes just a few feet from the wall where
this thing was … what? I can’t call it sitting or anything it’s
like a 2-D object. Whatever I’ll just say it was there on the wall
probably scared of me. In all likelihood it was frightened or it
would have taken off when I noticed it. With me getting so close must
have been like torture or something, would it be in trouble with
other shadow people?
Other
shadow people I thought? There had to be others, it made sense. I
hadn’t thought about it until I was right there close enough to
touch the thing. Probably a very bad idea but it was in my mind and I
could hardly resist.
“Are
you an alien?” I asked lightly, not expecting any response. Slowly
I reached my arm out and decided that unless it moved or made it
plain it didn’t want touched I would do it. Darn it, if this is
first contact let there be contact.
My
index finger was just inches from the wall when I saw movement around
me and then darkness. Suddenly I felt ice cold on my arm and chills
spread through me, I saw nothing but darkness. I couldn’t hear the
chirping crickets anymore.
The
sun was up bright and early when I woke. There were red marks on my
arm, freezer burns.
Why
did I wake up in this room? I never use this room. This big house is
mostly unused – it was a bit much for a single guy. The sun was
already streaming through the window and I hastened to get up and
prepare for another boring day of working at a grocery store. I had
remembered nothing from the night before.
At
work a strange thing happened, a girl who worked as a checker at the
front was sitting in the break room with her face in her hands. I
knew this was a fifteen minute break because she hadn’t been
working long enough to get a lunch break and besides, she wasn’t
eating anything.
“What’s
wrong?” I asked. I thought she was just going to ignore me and I
started to return to work when she peeked between her hands and said
“Nothing really”
“Nothing?
This is nothing?”
She
smiled vaguely and looked down at the empty tabletop and I felt
embarrassed for asking about her problems. “I’m sorry, I should
know better than to…”
“It’s
okay. I’m just tired, I’m having problems sleeping and that’s
all really”
“I
know how that feels. I spend half the night trying to be a writer who
can’t write and then I wake up in an empty room” I wasn’t about
to be any more detailed than that. My being a loser who works at a
grocery store is enough for everyone to know, seeing how I spend the
rest of my loser time isn’t going to happen.
“They
scare me. I try to sleep covered up but it’s hard to sleep with
them walking around” she said in a whisper. I didn’t believe what
I had just heard. Or I simply disbelieved it or whatever the psycho
babbling term for it was.
“Them?”
I asked. My heart felt as if it had just fallen into my stomach.
Something was telling me to run and to get away from there. I
loosened my collar and felt some sweat on my neck even though I was
still cold from working in the freezer. “Who is ‘them’?”
“I’m
not really sure” she said. Drat, I was hoping she was talking about
her cats or something. I pretty much thought I knew what was coming
next. “I thought they might be ghosts or even aliens but they’re
not. It’s just really weird. They’re only…”
She
stopped talking and looked at me. She was very worried and
embarrassed. She stood up and started to leave. “I’ve got to get
back to my register, Thomas. I can’t talk any more”.
Before
she pushed open the green flaps that served as doors I said “Shadows.
They’re only shadows, right?”
She
was stunned. Her hands went to her mouth and covered them as her eyes
grew very wide, and she nodded before running through the doors to
the front of the store. I stood there for a few more minutes,
thinking about nothing. My mind was a complete blank.
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THE FOURTH has been released. It is a novel-length science fiction story with elements of space opera and dystopia. It is $2.99 but you can read it free if you are a Kindle Unlimited subscriber.
Tara was created in an underground chamber on an abandoned and quarantined Earth, she feels compelled to bring civilisation back to the remnants that survive there.
Greyson is the child of privilege who was exiled from the planet Roma by his own father before taking up with space pirates. He wants to return home and face his father.
Their paths were destined to cross.
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